wittlewil

 I win. As usual....

 I went to a party last night to hang out with all of my friends since I'm finally home from greensboro! It was a great time. I was really stoked to see everyone, and really glad to realize a lot of things. 

I may or may not feel like shit this morning though. ugh.


tonight should be interesting to say the least :)

 So today is the last day in the studio. I'm super stoked to get home and see people. I've only been here for about a month, although it feels like a year. I'm really happy with the way things turned out- I'm ready to just get the ball rolling with all of this new stuff.

Marshall and I were just sitting here talking about Hot Rod Circuit and it made me realize I haven't listened to them in a while. We started talking about how good "The Pharmacist" is, and it made me really think about the lyrics for a second so I felt I needed to write a LJ about it. 

These lyrics relate to my life as of lately more than anything it seems like-
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Lie awake, wondering,
If things could have been much different.
Second chance, what's become
Of a friendship if you can call this one?
Stayed in touch, stood behind,
While I gave you space
And you invade mine
Well, everyone makes mistakes,

You let me down for the last time,
Truth prevails
And theres nothing you can hide.
And I wash my hands of you,
Getting on with my life.

Getting on with my life...
I'm getting on with my life...

Wanna call and catch up.
But no matter what I know you still suck.
Took the drugs from my friends,
Whatever were you thinkin?
Stayed in touch, stood behind,
While I gave you space,
And you invade mine while
Every one makes mistakes....

I'm getting on with my life!

And the shit remains the same
It makes no difference
In this stupid world we know.


xoxo
-wil

No one says it better than A.M., regardless of the situation...


What does it take to be a superhero in my world?
Make no mistake that these villains always get the girl.
We can escape, and then we'd skate away from all of this-
but no one ever does.


SoCo can always make me happy. I'm smiling hella hard right now and enjoying just sitting in my room in Chicago alone. I realized I'm lucky for a lot reasons, and I shouldn't let minor details in my life hold me back. I won't stoop to your level. We've always been on different levels and I see it more than ever now. Thank you, really.


xoxo
-wil

 Almost done with the record. Marshall has about 2 more songs to finish and then we are peacing out and should arrive in the G  late on friday night! Can't wait to see a few people when I get there.

Last night we had about 40 kids show up to do gang vocals on our record- it was awesome to hang out with everyone and yell crazy shit, haha. Afterwards I went to a party with my friend Brittany and two of her co-workers from Victory. With my 40 in hand, I was ready for action. Actually I was ready for action before I even left the studio, thanks to Mickey. All in all- it was a good night!

I haven't stopped listening to this old piebald song from a compilation for the past 2 days. Check it out- its called The Jealous Guy Blues if you havent heard it. It rules!

I cant stop playing

 Ahhhh, only a few more days left on the record! well, like a week. I'm really pumped on how this thing has come together, and I think everyone else will be too! I'm stoked to get homeeeeeee. I miss a shit ton of people.

"The shit stays the same and no one takes the blame"

xo
wil

 So Hengyu found a dope ass 4br house on the West End of Winston. I'm hella stoked and I hope this works out! I'm so ready to get a fresh start, and meet some new people who aren't back stabbing faggot pussies haha.

Chicago is colder than it's been- Or atleast it feels that way today. Gonna go see my dudes in Friday Night Boys and A Cursive Memory on thursday. Should be dope!

stay tunedddddd

ps- I wish you were here a.l.


xoxo
wil

 My friends look out for me
Like my extended family
They always have my back, right or wrong
Despite our differences
I even gave you money to live
After everyone had written you off, right or wrong.

You were a fairweather friend
You didn't have my back til the end
You took what you needed and disappeared again
Fairweather friend, you didn't have my back til the end
You took what you needed and disappeared again.

I always had a weak spot for you
You only needed me when it was convenient
I learn now, don't let people in my life so fast
Cos' they never last
I find my childhood friends are the ones I can depend on.
Cos' everyone has a past, right or wrong.

You were a fairweather friend
You didn't have my back til the end
You took what you needed and disappeared again
Fairweather friend, you didn't have my back til the end
You took what you needed and disappeared again.

We don't need friends like you
We don't need friends like you
We don't need friends like you
Right or Wrong

You were a fairweather friend
You didn't have my back til the end
You took what you needed and disappeared again
Fairweather friend, you didn't have my back til the end
You took what you needed and disappeared again.

 The past day or two have been awesome! We got two songs finished that I am EXTREMELY excited about. Can't wait for people to hear this record. We have out done ourselves, if I do say so myself. The best is yet to come.

Change of plans, as well. Me and a few of my dudes are moving to Winston instead of Greensboro to get away from all the mark ass busters that reside there. I'm pretty stoked about it. It's time for a change. Shits gonna be illllll! and shitty-people free.


Not having a myspace or a facebook has been bugging the shit out of me. I keep typing in myspace.com on my browser when I don't know what to do online, and then I realize that I don't have an account. I'm glad I did it though- really glad.


xoxo
-wil

I love the movielife. They make me feel alot better about alot of shit thats going on. I hate drama. Everyone who says they are drama free ends up being the person who creates the most drama. It's fine. You'll get whats coming to you- the both of you. It's already happening. Life is like dominos. You fuck up once, and everything starts falling down around you. I wish I was home because I miss the people who mean the most. My real friends know who they are, and I'm keeping them close. Talking to them all last night was a real relief. I'm glad everyone is starting to see how shitty of people you both are. In a few months when what you think was worth this is over, you'll realize the real impact of how badly you fucked up. Too bad I'm not a crazy person- cause it would feel very good to fuck the both of yous world up right about now. Fuck it- you're not worth my time.

<3 you a.moss


 Recover the pieces, recover the pieces, its all Ive got.
And remember me not.
This feeling is empty, this feeling is empty, its all you gave to me.

And all those fucked up things you put me through.
You lost the only thing you had left to lose, tragic mistake.

Under the circumstance, you act like a kid and you walked away.
What was the last thing that you said? 
Shying away, cause you wanted it every day,
And you lost it all, and you lost it all.

Break through the casing, break through the casing, its whats inside.
All those things that you hide.
Pull skin from your fingers, pull skin from your fingers to ignore me, like always.

And all those fucked up things you put me through.
You lost the only thing you had left to lose, tragic mistake.

Under the circumstance, you act like a kid and you walked away.
What was the last thing that you said? 
Shying away, cause you wanted it every day,
And you lost it all, you lost it all.

And its time to see whats inside me.
Its been cold and dark for some time.
Its way too much for me.

 seriously fuck you. fuck you to hell and back.

Let me take this awkward saw
And run it against your thighs
Cut some flesh away
Ill carry this piece of you with me
Because all I can say tonight
Is that I hate you
But it would be all right
If we could see each other sometime
If I could somehow make you mine
And if not Ill take my rusty spoons
And dig out your blue eyes
Ill swallow them down to my colon
Theyre gonna burn like hell tonight
Because youre beautiful
Just not on the inside
Light comes from within
And your beaming eyes dont seem so bright
My heart is on the floor
Why dont you step on it? 
When I think of all the things youve done
Boardwalks and breaking waves
Made our saturdays
Id buy you lemonade right now
If you were here
But then Id throw it in your face
And Id listen to you cry
And Id remember how I miss
Our nights under ocean skies
You and I are like when fire
And the ocean floor collide.


I have no idea why i am writing this butu ims fucking wasted and I love those who really matter. Those who don't you know who you are you worthelss pieces of shit. burn in hell you stupid fucking bastards. FUCK